Respect yourself or noone will respect you "

Today,is the day when i was feel so confuse,think something that was spectacules,something that disturb me ,when i took everything's gonna be alright but that's nothing,feel when you love someone but you still doubtful about everything is what i feel now.

I guees i should take off everything that have been make me so bad,so sad,so weak,but i know  i'm not a weak person.thats why i still keep up you from my heart ,but i know too i just a human  and i cannot bring all my load behind on me,i just need you too know how difficult i am to finish my problem even i never show it ,even i never speak that .

And one day will there was a time when i should be go home and forget everything that have been  happen between of us ,and in this situation i will just remember you like something that ever come too my life,fill my life with all your adventours and giving me all experiences.

But i fine ,I really fine...because i can survive with or without you because i know my weakness,my strengths,my mind,and my wish ,so if you want to be with me just stay here ,but if you not,just go away.
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